I'm Charlie, I am 'that guy': the underdog's hero

I don’t deserve this world, and it doesn’t deserve me.

It’s funny, yet ironic…

..how open, funny, relaxed, happy, and almost too talkative I get while I am around good friends, or even close acquaintances, and how socially awkward, and sometimes annoyed I get when I put into social situations with certain various types of people. It’s such extremes on both sides too. Lately since those close friends are 1,000 miles away in Florida, I’ve been feeling socially awkward, and reminded how lonely I am, considering what happened in the last few years. Oh well. 

In my personal opinion:

People’s innate ability to judge and hate ceases their ability to truly love.  

I may be crazy, but this world is fucking insane.

The face beneath the mask. (Mediocre song/poem I wrote)

You’re so beautiful without your mask. The face beneath it takes me away, and kills all my pain.Makes me feel so alive, yet still so crazy. 

You’re too good for me; I am not even worthy. So I conceal my soul, and bury  the truth. So I sleep alone, pretend you’re by my side. It’s a pathetic lie.

Am I worth your time? Answers makes my soul numb, and my heart cold. 

(The face beneath the mask). 

Your eyes are too deep for this shallow world. Then I dream of a ‘What if?’. Then I feel so alive. I know I’m alive; that adorable face. 

(The face beneath the mask) 

Makes me crazy, yet brings peace to my world. It’s the face beneath your mask.  

Reminisce of innocence, and dream for joy.

Everyone will be betrayed, but not everyone will be loved.

Excerpt of a song I wrote. 

It’s a love that brings peace back to my world; she’s the rose in the battlefield that I call life.

I wish for a love that will bring peace back to my world.

Excerpt of an OLDER song that I wrote

mediumcorecharlie:

Show no affection, to anything you despise!But hide your hate, and  tolerate. Love your weakness, for it has no hope! 
THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE! 
WILL CAUSE YOUR SELF DESTRUCTION!! 
THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE, SHE SHALL MAKE YOU DROWN.  
(Its an endless journey.) 

Sometimes I feel like the world is one big clique that I’m not apart of.